Tupac Shakur turned 50 in Heaven

The legendary Tupac Shakur.

Anyone who knows me knows about my Fandom of Tupac Shakur. On September 13 this year, it’ll mark 25 years since he died from gunshot wounds suffered while at a traffic light in Vegas with Suge Knight after a Mike Tyson fight.

It’s hard to believe 2Pac has been gone that long. The end of innocence started when he was murdered for a still teenager who lived in Staten Island, NY and loved the rap industry. Back then, there was a lot to like about the game. The East Coast versus West Coast Rivalry headlined by 2Pac and Biggie Smalls was hot. The two best rappers on the planet during a great era that featured Nas, Jay Z, DMX, AZ, LL Cool J, Ice Cube, Big Pun, Busta Rhymes, Dr. Dre, Snoop Dogg, Nate Dawg, Redman, Eminem, Craig Mack, Heavy D. Plus memorable groups who have stood the test of time like Wu-Tang Clan, Cypress Hill, Naughty By Nature, The Beastie Boys, Mobb Deep, Public Enemy, A Tribe Called Quest.

There’s too many to list. That’s how great that era was. It’s sad that some of our favorite artists are no longer with us. But their musical influence lasts forever. That explains the legendary status of Tupac and Biggie. Both killed a year apart due to a Rivalry that went too far. The era of gangsta rap. No wonder close 2Pac ally Snoop Dogg separated himself from it. He chose survival over death. It kind of reminds me of Infamous Mobb Deep’s “Survival of the Fittest.” Their music was street cred and all too real.

When I think of 2Pac, I’m instantly reminded of his start with Digital Underground under the late Shock G AKA Humpty Dumpty. He really was a musical genius too. I saw some cool stuff on YouTube of him playing the piano to one of Tupac’s big hits. Sometimes, we forget that the amount of unique talent these guys have. They’re not just people who flow in a studio. They put in the work. Tupac Shakur grew up in Harlem surrounded by the Black Panthers before Mom Afeni relocated the family to Baltimore where he attended the Baltimore School for the Arts. It was there that he learned to study poetry, acting, jazz and ballet.

No wonder Shakur wasn’t only one of the best selling rap artists of all time. But a renowned actor who starred in good movies such as Juice, Poetic Justice, Above The Rim and Gridlock’d. He had immense talent. When I think of him, I see a poet who had great flow and knew how to captivate the audience with his lyrics. In many of his hit songs, he’s telling a story. That was the case with “Brenda’s Got A Baby.” A true tale of a pregnant girl whose sad story is a lesson to many. Coincidentally, I think that’s one of his best songs. The words hit home. It’s a relevant topic. Teen pregnancy.

That is a quality I admire most about 2Pac. He’s willing to address serious issues including the drug war, struggle to survive, poverty and the always polarizing issue of cops as it relates to urban city black youth. He’s speaking from experience. I’ve always been preferential to the memorable posthumous hit song, “Changes.” I can still remember when the video debuted on MTV. I was upstate with our friends for New Year’s Eve. The video came on and me and Sinan watched in awe at the log cabin as a man who was dead was back on TV front and center rapping about making changes. It was astonishing. I can still recall what Sinan said to me:

“Tupac is a genius.” It was true. This was the end of ’98 with 1999 on the horizon. It had been over two years since his death at a Vegas hospital. You know how there’s all these conspiracy theories on 2Pac being alive. I used to believe it. When that awesome video came on with his truthful words on drugs, poverty and how we treat each other which still is very relevant today, it was a mind trip. The track was part of the posthumous album Greatest Hits in 1998. I still have it. Of course I do. I have virtually every album plus t-shirts. I love 2Pac.

His birthday was yesterday. Believe it or not, he would have turned 50. A staggering thought. Remember when he and Snoop collaborated on “2 Of Amerikaz Most Wanted.” The video was comical. It featured both 2Pac and Snoop Dogg in a court room facing charges with their district attorney trying to get them off. You had Tupac tossing a crumbled up piece of paper in the court. It was a satire on the justice system which ironically is in shambles thanks to the liberal influence. I won’t say no more.

When I think of the kind of talented actor he became with his final role alongside Tim Roth, one I truly admired, I wonder if he could’ve become one of Hollywood’s biggest stars. He really grabbed the camera and was good at portraying flawed characters like Bishop in Juice and Spoon in Gridlock’d. The latter movie about two heroin addicts desperately trying to kick and get into a detox program. Only to get the runaround due to the incompetence of the Healthcare system. Something that still sadly applies today. That movie was on a couple of weeks ago. Of course, I watched. The performances of both Roth and the late Tupac were great. It’s not what I’d call a classic movie. But it’s good and has a valid point about how screwed up our country is. Nothing has changed. Pac would probably roll his eyes now.

Tupac also was in Bullet with Mickey Rourke where he plays basically himself as a bad gangster who has a feud with Rourke’s Jewish family due to trying to settle an old debt. He also starred alongside James Belushi in Gang Related where they play two crooked cops after killing an undercover DEA agent. They cover it up. The ending is quite crazy. That’s all I’ll say.

When it comes down to it, Tupac could’ve done anything. You look at all the material that was released posthumously and shake your head. He may have made a lot of money under Suge Knight working for Death Row Records. But he was “Trapped.” He wanted more for himself. Maybe that’s why he wound up dead. Of course, 2Pac was frequently in trouble with the law due to violence. That included the night of the Tyson fight in Vegas where he and his entourage beat up some rivals. The video showed Tupac kicking someone before they left. That kind of stuff catches up to you. It did that night at a stop light with him seated next to Knight. Of course, the investigation turned up nothing. Although we know the identity of the hitman, it doesn’t matter. The same with former 2Pac friend and then rival Biggie. You wonder why that is.

I still get hyped watching Tupac as the self-serving egotistical Bishop, who turns against his crew after getting a gun. He becomes trigger happy in Juice and it ultimately leads to the dramatic showdown between Bishop and GQ, expertly played by Omar Epps. They just had it on YouTube for free with ads. It had been a while since I’d seen it. All the more fitting that I watched a week ago.

How should we remember 2Pac with his 25-year Anniversary coming up? As one of the best rappers and most gifted artists of his time. He was a thoughtful person who cared about a lot of issues. Even with his own flaws that cost him in the end, Tupac accomplished more in his 25 years than most do in a lifetime.

Rest easy 2PAC. 💜🎇✨

Heaven gets a real dawg in the legendary rapper DMX

DMX had a lasting impact on the classic New York City rap scene. He will always be legendary and fondly remembered. AP Photo by Def Jam

Life and Death. They intertwine. It’s part of what makes life so challenging. We have all experienced pain from the loss of a loved one. There’s nothing harder.

Whether it’s a sibling, family member or close friend, it hurts. The grieving process is one of the most difficult things for us to handle. Some will handle it better while others have a tougher time. I used to be able to be stronger. But the older you get, the harsher the reality becomes. More loss is felt. And naturally, we melt. Tears are shed. We pray for them to have eternal peace.

I’ve never felt sadder than when our friend Lindsay passed tragically. It will be 11 years next month. Where did all the time go? He was the kind of positive person who made you smile, laugh and appreciate everything. We still miss him. It gets harder every year for me to go visit his site Home Depot made for him. I think it’s only natural. It really hurts.

It seems that the older we get, we’re always attending wakes and eulogizing people we knew. Or in some cases, didn’t except we were there to support a friend through a difficult time. I guess what I’m saying is the past year has made it even worse. So many people in all walks of life dying. Many famous too. Some from COVID. Others due to tragedy. Or even losing a battle. There seems to be no difference between 2020 and 2021. It feels like the year doesn’t matter anymore.

Joining the list of the fallen is legendary NYC rapper DMX. I can’t speak for others. But for me and many of our inner circle, we loved the man known as Earl Simmons. A Yonkers native from Mount Vernon. For so long, New York has been the home of rap, producing such legendary acts like Run DMC, KRS-One, Rakim, LL Cool J, The Beastie Boys, MC Lyte, Craig Mack, Heavy D, Nas, Mobb Deep, Wu-Tang Clan, Biggie Smalls, Tupac Shakur (before he went to California), Busta Rhymes, Jadakiss, Jay Z, Aaliyah, Mary J. Blidge, Foxy Brown, Lil’ Kim, Big Pun, 50 Cent, Mase, Nicki Minaj, Mos Def, Cam’ron, AZ, etc.

The list of MC’s is long who made it in the city that never sleeps and plays for keeps. We’ve had our share of legendary rappers who came and conquered that are no longer with us. But their music and lasting legacy lives on in the spirit of the rap industry. So, when I put on a classic 2Pac or Biggie track, you better believe I’m raising the volume. Ditto for Big Pun, Craig Mack, Heavy D, Prodigy and Ol’ Dirty Bastard. I also loved Aaliyah and consider her the original queen of R&B. What a unique talent and voice. It’s hard to believe it’s been 20 years since her passing.

When I think of DMX, I’m instantly reminded of the energy and electricity he brought to each song. You could feel it coming through your speakers. His first album It’s Dark and Hell Is Hot was fire 🔥. I still have that memorable album on CD. I definitely need to find it and put in on full blast in tribute to Mr. Simmons.

Like many great albums, there’s not a bad song on it. I didn’t really know who he was until one day we heard him in college while hanging out and chilling like a villain who be killin’, willin’ n thrillin’. My own vibe. I loved his sound. He had a unique style all his own which is what these cats need to become successful. Every great rapper has one. DMX was all about his Dawgs. It worked. Somehow, he incorporated dogs barking in some of his material and it clicked.

So, what are some of my favorite tracks from DMX? Try “Stop Being Greedy”, which has such pure energy and a hypnotic beat along with X’s mad flow. The video comes at you fast and is fun. That’s my favorite song by him. But there’s many great ones.

“Ruff Ryders Anthem” is a classic. I also dig his “Prayer”, in which he takes a timeout to speak to the almighty. There’s something very poetic about that. I remember Mobb Deep doing similar back in the day. I still have that album.

“Where My Dogs At”, as seen above is a timeless classic by DMX with a cool beat. It has a bit of a spooky theme that feels like a foggy evening as he recites his poetry. That’s what rap is. It’s insightful and delightful lyrics that come straight from the heart playing on our emotions. Some of it very tragic true tales that’ll make us really think about life. The old school rapper was the realest one. They didn’t go on and on about money, diamonds and making it rain in every song. They spit the truth.

“Get At Me Dog”, was inspired by Snoop Dogg from a chance meeting at a club. The video and song comes at you hard. That’s how DMX did it. He was real and truly authentic. I miss this hard hitting style. There’s still Nas and Jadakiss. A few others who aren’t fake. I guess it depends on your preference. I will always feel that rap was never better than the 90’s. There were a lot of artists out there giving us different slants. Though the 2000’s also had a good run. Variety is always good. Originators innovate.

Stop, drop, shut’em down open up shop

Oh, no, that’s how Ruff Ryders roll

Legendary. Catchy too. “X Gon’ Give It To Ya.”

What a collaboration between Lil’ Kim and DMX with The Lox. This was hot. They flowed good together.

This is when rap videos were videos. He went hard.

I wish it didn’t turn out the way it did for him. As we know, DMX battled demons due to drug addiction. He was open and honest about his personal issues and wanted to become a better person.

Addiction is hard to kick for many. I take med to treat my anxiety. If I didn’t, I’d be screwed. The truth is drugs whether legal or not are so addictive that our body becomes too dependent on them. Withdrawal symptoms are very real and scary. I know from experience. It’s like the drug has you at its mercy. So do pharmaceutical companies. An important topic not discussed enough. Especially with mental health suffering over the past year.

Of course when you’re rich and famous hanging out with many leeches who don’t have your best interests, drugs are readily available. How many musicians have succumbed to that lifestyle? I don’t pretend to know whether that’s why DMX suffered a heart attack last week and passed away early today.

What I do know is how toxic the media has become by jumping the gun and reporting his death prematurely. Totally classless and unprofessional. Everyone has to be first to report the bad news. They’re like vultures. The same as the snakes who hang around our favorite artists or actors and push drugs, enabling the addicts. It’s very sad.

I would rather remember Earl Simmons as a great rapper who made a difference. He was DMX to all of us. A hungry dog in a Wolfpack who brought out the smiles and laughs we needed thanks to his amazing style.

Life should be celebrated. They did for Christopher Wallace when they learned of his tragic death in ’97. Playing his music and blasting it as a tribute to Biggie which made his Mom so appreciative and proud. Her son was unbelievable.

Of course, death is sad and hurts. I eulogized my old coworker Kola in this space the other day. He embodied that same great human spirit that is alive in many of us. The one they’re trying to destroy. My advice is simple. Don’t let them.

Enjoy each day to the fullest. Appreciate who you have. Surround yourselves with angels. That’s what your Inner Circle truly is. Do what makes you happy when you can. It’ll help tremendously.

Thank you DMX for what you brought to the radio airwaves and to so many fans. That infectious energy and personality will never be forgotten. You will always be legendary. And #LegendsNeverDie.

Legends Are F💜rever.

RIP 🙏EARL SIMMONS AKA DMX

(Dec. 18, 1970 – Apr. 9, 2021)